I’ve had enough of mommy’s fighting, being negative, FAKES, just plain shittiness. This is supposed to be encouraging and its turning more into a nasty cult of women/girls who think they can just go around harassing others just because some of you don’t agree on the same things. It’s sicking to see one person starting unnecessary drama then having all their followers thinking they’ll be a big bad ass and chime in with their two cents. Pregnancy is supposed to be  peaceful and one of the most beautiful times in a woman’s life and lately this site has been turning it ugly. I could do better with my day by not logging on to see a bunch of bullshit from girls around the world being negative. 

Hmm if I wasn’t in the mood to go grocery shopping now that my nausea is back, WIC sure didn’t help lol. Picky picky they are! I got some apple juice but they didn’t want to approve it because it was “Organic” well fiiiinee :P But basically it’s pretty easy, everything has a nice lil label next to it that helps you know its ok for the coupon/check things. 

need to flyyyy on by so I know what I’m having!! Boy or Girl!!! Either way i’m gonna be in debt!! :P

How kind of my nausea to make an awful return!! >:[
I’m in my 2nd trimester this is supposed to be a nice, easier, not so cruel time.
Why am I feeling like poopy and wanting to avoid food. I’m also back to being really tired. UGH!!! I looked it up to see if it coming back around is normal. Sadly it is. WebMD said every woman’s pregnancy is different and sometimes you only get it in the beginning for a lil bit then it might make a return. I hate this…the only upside is I haven’t once thrown up during my nausea I just constantly feel like I want too. :[

Got to see & hold my neighbors new baby girl. She’s so tiny & cute! Crazy to think as I held her, that my own lil one was so close by & soon it will be my turn to have mine. :]

I also see some paint samples at the store & got excited cuz I know what colours I wanna do once we kno the gender of lil one. :] I’m so inpatient!!

I just wanted to tell you that mommy loves you and can not wait to see your lil face. I want nothing more then to hold you and tell you that I think you’re perfect in every way. I can not wait to meet you. Although I haven’t felt you yet and I’ve only seen you once on a screen so far, and you can’t even hear me yet, I tell you all the time how proud I am of you and how lucky I am to have you as the best gift life could have given me. I’m a worry wort daily, and my life doesn’t take a move without thinking about your place in it first. I have never been so fearful and brave and in love all at the same time before. You are magical my dearest. I love you more than I can truly write into words. <3

Made it through my first day back to college. Ugh SOOOO happy that I have ONE class and that it is only an HOUR long! :D But gotta get some sort of credits in. Thankfully my tummy isn’t to big yet to not fit in the stupid desk/chairs they have. Tho I really wouldn’t mind if my belly was that size already. :] 

If I find out that I’m having a girl. 
Bahaha. I have SOOO many things I wanna buy oh man its ridiculous.
:P 

SUCK ON IT!